Hmmmm

Ever get the feeling that you have single handedly screwed something up big time and that sometime soon there will be almighty concequences heading your way yet your not exactly sure what it was you did or who to?

also, i have no idea exactly what i'm doing with my life, i have so many ideas but not enough guts to actually implement any of them...


... i feel like such a looser, i just want to win for a change. i know so many people who are total win.

admitadly, i dont like me... i never have so i pretend, i go round all the time acting self centrered and if i dont like who i am i guess i cant really expect anyone else to either.