London update

Well... the past few days have been great and I don't mean just great, I mean the sort of great you get when great is multiplied by AWESOME!!! I have never had a better time then when here, from the numerous events to the fantastic parties (including such songs as "YMCA", "its OK to be gay" and "gay bar" to the fantastical boat party last night, most of which was spent standing on the roof shouting "FUCK YOU" at all bridges we happened to pass under, oh and hearing that apparently the HMS Belfast is so gay that even it's gun turrets have gay boners. these are the most random people I have ever met. so far I have met a lot of people (though I don't remember much names in correspondence to faces at the moment, the only ones I really remember well are Draken, Lupe, Wolfie and Foxwing) and have given more then my fair share of hugs. there is such a fantastic and friendly atmosphere. I am currently watching the fur suit parade going past and it is the most amazing sight I have ever seen. Anyway, this is the last day at the con and I am ending it early in preparation of going to a Ben Folds gig this evening so I am going to make the most of the time I have left. speak later

P.S if anyone is wondering I am currently wearing black and pink cat ears, a black cat collar with green gems, a blue bell and heart shaped tag (coloured in the the UK flag design), a white lab coat, glasses, a black long fluffy tail and a pair of black gloves.

London

Well... I am not in London which i feel is a very good thing saying as how much I paid for the whole trip (Must be well over £300ish). My toothache has near gone due to the painkillers. Anyway I am currently sitting in the Lobby bar of the Royal National Hotel in London and I am surrounded by a whole load of furs all of which I am getting on very well with so far, there have been more then a few interesting conversations. All in all I am very happy that I agreed to go along on this trip as so far it is fantastic (and I have only been here for half a day so far)

In other news, just for the Americans, Happy thanksgiving.

Rights, I'm off to chat a bit more.

why now?

great, on the day before going to London I suddenly get really bad toothache. I hate dentists but I guess I will have to go when I get back, until then I have stocked up on pain killers... thankfully I'm not the type of person who has an addictive personality. I hope I can keep the hurting under control until I get back and I also hope I can get an appointment. I'm also hoping that if I need anaesthetic then it wont have to be a needle because I hate needles, though I think given my age it isn't possible for me to have gas... still I hope I'm wrong.

hmm.. actually I just read that you can get gas but it is used to calm you down before using a needle... oh well, anything to help, I just hope my dentist has gas as some don't any more.

Bones christmas ep

wow... i just watched the christmas ep of the first series of bones, i must say i get upset by very little but this actually made me cry a little. wow, if you havent seen bones before you HAVE to watch it even if it's only for this one episode.

Bored

God... I'm so damn bored right now, it seems I haven't had much contact lately, there was a short point of contact with Elyse on Sunday night but apart from that nothing. I wish there were more to do around here but there isn't. I know I could go into north shields but there is nothing to do there. I could go into Newcastle but even if it didn't cost a load it seems half the shops have either closed or are being re-built in some weird attempt to make the city look more "modern".

The north east is a great place to live in the large part of it but I would feel much better living somewhere else, for example America or Australia. maybe then I would have more friends. For some reason I seem to be able to make people realise they should be friend with each other but I only manage to annoy people when it comes to my personal friendships. I seem to annoy everyone and lately I have realised a large number of them have been talking about me behind my back which is why it makes a nice change to meet someone either randomly in my life or on the internet who seems genuinely friendly.

my plans for a job ides (the ones I said would be impossible in my first blog) have been renewed... I don't see how it couldn't work, after all I have been told in the past that I have the ability to over analyse things which is an essential part of the job, I just need to find out if going through education will be possible, money wise.

anyway, my rant is over for now. I feel calmer... still bored though.

Second Blog

well.. I guess this is my second blog... I will say now in case there is any confusion... I intended to only have a blog for the sole reason of being able to start out slow and then develop it into a story which I've always wanted to do (doesn't mean it will be good though) but then I started to enjoy keeping a blog so I have created this one to do actual blogging. I'm not doing much to it at first but when I get time (most likely on the way down to London) I will make changes and make it more personal. until then (and after if you so wish) here is a link to my first blog which i will refer to as "story blog" (note: in story blog i will refer to this blog as Blog #2) so that is basically all... this is my serious (kinda) blog and the other is for story telling... c y'all later