Fail... then win

well.. anyone paying attention may have noticed that my other blog has kind of failed in the way that i have not developed a story of any kind, this is not because i could not think of a way fro it to go however, it is just because i did not have enough time and also... kind of... forgot. oh well, it will be done at some point.

well, last night was interesting. i talked to a few very nice people on writesomething.net (though it may have only been 1 person, you can never tell on that site) who told me that i should live life and do what i want to do because there is much to gain and nothing to loose. after all if you do it and it fails at least you know you have tried, if you dont do it then you may wonder forever what might have happened. i also advised someone who was having relationship 'difficulties' to put it lightly, we seemed to connect and i think she liked my advice.

im thinkning of joining the ben folds fan club, cos its cool!

ok, thats all for now i think, peace out y'all <3

Pictures

well.. the two of my most impostant and sentimental items which i said were being framed are back and up on my wall... this makes me happy. i will put a picture somewhere on the web sometime later when i am able to get a picture of them.... a picture of pictures, sounds stupid huh? lol

right.. im off to do more of nothin... well, appart from being bored. lol

Bones, season 2

Well... i got bones season 2 a few days ago and i am only up to episode 4. i must say that it is every bit as good as season 1 so far and every bit as full of emotion as season 1. i cant wait untill episode 13 in particular as that episode has stephen fry in... win :D

Not much to say right now really, just that i have just watched episode 3 (season 2) of bones and that it was very emotional expecially towards the end... well... every episode is but this one in particular due to what it involved.

Thats about it really... appart from to say my sadness at the near future closing of woolworths :(

C y'all

can't think of a name really....

Well, I'm sitting here... bored, as usual. there seems to be no one on messenger. at least I have Ben Folds to listen to, this makes me happy :D

I have a number of things to buy today of which I cannot actually remember right now, lol. anyway, I had something to say but I'm not sure of what it was now...

Oh well. if I remember I will say later, anyway, strange thing to say and I don't know why but I feel the need to say it... to all I know, I am sorry if I have said anything which was or have acted inappropriately.

That's about all for now. Not much point in ever posting this eh?

Update: I rembered that I wanted to say, I have found pokemon firered and have gotton up to the pokemon league, yey.

Small after note

I lost my gameboy game: Pokemon firered... i fell sadened by this fact.. i rather wanted to play on it today. oh well. hopefully i should be getting pearl soon enough.

need more bones

I have just finished season 1 of bones and OMFG... what an ending, I seriously need to watch season two... like right now, I wish I had season 2, sad much :(

oh well. so I have been thinking of a few things I should really be doing. these involve

1) Get a job
2) Get a flat/house/whatever... somewhere to live basically
3) Figure out where I want to live (wait.. should this be number 2?) (possibly by a river)
4) Figure out who I want to live with if at all (again, I think this should be earlier on the list)
5) Watch bones seasons 2,3 and 4 (not as important i know but it HAS to be done)
6) Attempt more contact with the real world... I'm thinking Grant and Lucy to start off with? maybe... might attempt to talk to Laura again and hope I don't screw it up again XD
7) Maybe try to slim down a little
8) Keep up with on-line things (Web Comics, Blogs, youtube)
9) Possibly get driving/biking lessons
10)I would love to learn to play an instrument, possibly piano or violin... I'm not sure
11) find Ben Folds concerts and alert Lucy to them (if she does not already know)

Oh... grant if you read this, what are your thought of an apartment by the Tyne... I like the look of them and the thought of living by a river but they would be a little too expensive for just me. just a though

Anyway, I think that is all for now. Will speak to y'all later.

humph

Disappointed much :(

Have you ever known one of those people who you go out of your way to help, you do as much as you can for them without overdoing it because you know they need to find their own way at soem point, you go out of you way to go places and pick stuff up for them, you stay up until 11, sometimes 12 at night so that you can give them moral support and then they turn around and tell you you don't do enough for them, that your a lazy arse who sits around and doesn't care what they are doing.

It would be nice to have a bit of acknowledgement of the help you provide, maybe a please before asking to do something, not just telling me to do this or do that. a few more thank you's would be nice too but apparently that is not the way the world works, so you have to be harsh, if they are not willing to meet half way and show gratitude then neither am I.

Its a harsh world, they need to find out sooner or later that you don't just get everything you want handed to you on a silver plate.