I'M UPSTAIRS... =D

you probably don't realise how big a deal this is but trust me, its huge... for the last so long i have been having to sit downstairs connected directly to the router to be able to use my internet due to my wireless card breaking for no apparent reason, well i decided to just buy a wireless usb and it works, so now i can be anywhere. =D

so, i haven't been online for a couple days, if anyone missed me (peh) then sorry... i have been using the time productively to think of a plan of action which will be implemented once i find all materials needed and have enough money for them. this plan however will stay secret until it is fully operational. i will now say though that it will make some people laugh and will make Draken do a facepaw so all will be as it is normally.

is all for now. =D luvs you all <3

So... yeah...

So, a few lines from a ben folds song come to mind:

I'm just an ordinary guy
And all I want is to be loved - is that so wrong?

I find myself sitting once again, bored and alone. nothing to do, no one to talk to. I know in no L, but come one, who can be that clever and adorable (well... i can think of a few actually but that's beside the point)

I'm not finished two Deathnote books... thinking of starting to buy the Anime... i think it's on sale on play.com

I had one of those dreams last night, one of the ones which is great to have but i know i shouldn't really be thinking about it. not to worry though, the person in it is someone i haven't talked to for years.

if someone is out there and isn't busy with the bullshit that is valentines day today, please help me get away from the boredom which is surrounding me...

L

L is so adorable, i just wanna hug him =D

all i wanted to say

Spike Levy Rin Lelouch Neko Santarius IV

Yes my fellow people, that is the full decided name for my fur self. I was going to put "Lawliet" straight after Spike but I could never remember it so I replaced it with Levy as in the character from Black Lagoon.

I am "Huggy Wuggy Kitten Man" too... which is kinda like my furs catchphrase if you will... I'm huggy yet respectable... don't believe me? (yeah, neither do I)

so, I've been thinking of (though I like the ones I have already since they are awesome and I am def keeping them forever with the big change of still using them a lot too) making my own fur suit... since the last parts were done by Draken and Rabid. I feel like I want to have a try just to see if I can do it anywhere near well... if I don't do a bad job on the ears and tail I may think of making a partial fur suit and then possibly a full one =D

I'm getting exited about this

Oh yes... I forgot to mention the Fur Meet on Sunday.... it was Awesome, I had fun... had skittles (the alcoholic drink, not the sweets) and made friends... everyone liked my collar and bell, most liked my ears and again most liked my tail... (going to the point of one person actually humping it)

So yes... that's all for now I think... well apart from, I have got rid of yahoo messenger and got MSN instead. yey

Night all <3

OMG... Huge realisation

Ever had one of those times when you just realize something suddenly as a whole load of information which seems as though it was missing for a while comes back to you? yeah, I have just had that moment.... I just realised that I have been absent from my body for about the last month and have just returned... I must say that although I had a great time seemingly away from this life (I like to think i was fulfilling my dream of being a bounty hunter who happens to be a fur and a warlock at the same time) I have not been entirely myself. if I have told you any information in the past month then its probably not true so you may want to ask again. there are obviously parts which will inevitably be true as even though I was gone I feel I had a little control. I just don't want people getting the wrong impression, I have been looking over some people, for example Elyse everything i said to you was true. rabid, same goes for you, but to show an example of somewhere i went completely wrong, something i told to Draken about borrowing death note books from Wolfie? yeah, not entirely true, I'm borrowing them from Rabid... damn mistakes.

i apologise if i offend anyone with these mistake type things i have been doing but i honestly didn't mean it.

well, it is me after all :D if making mistakes is a human asset then i'm the most human of us all.

signing off again

Spike Lawliet Rin Lelouch Neko Santarius IV

P.S. Should I try to put the full name of "Spike Lawliet Rin Lelouch Neko Santarius IV" for RBW this year? Or should I just put "Neko-San" like last year? Would like opinions.

Got bored

so... i was in newcastle on wednesday... applied for 5 jobs, got one application form

yeah boring i know (though i did get 22 hugs :D yey)

bored now

going to a furmeet on sunday

not much else

just wanted to put that out to the world

yeah, that's all

c ya

signing off...

...Spike Lawliet Rin Lelouch Neko Santarius IV

so... snow eh?

right... so i began this week thinking i may get a few things done, first i wanted to get my hair cut, then go to newcastle to hand out a few cv's, i also wanted to go for a few runs to keep my weight in check and possible tidy my room. oh plus if i has any spare time i wanted to watch the rest of fate/stay night... looks like thats all im gonna be doing.

started this morning, i suddenly realised my hair cutting place is shut on a monday, not wanting to go putting cv's out and not being bothered to go for a run, i tried to tidy my room, realised its more then a days job so postponed that untill i have more free time. i ended up therefor watching fate/stay night. (good btw :D)

now i find out that the snow which was pretty bad today (i wont lie, i love snow but not right now... i also want to enquire if anyone will team up with me to run down northumberland street singing "walking in a winterwonderland"... that would be awesome) its apparently going to get much worse tommorow... meaning i wont be able to go for run and busses most likely will be off. damn. still gonna try though, guess i can trudge down to north shields and get my hair cut still.

anyway, in other news... nothing (apart from car, car, car, map, car, map, map)

(also i cant be bothered to spell check this)

i will probably be back tommorow but dont count on it...

night all :) <3