Thursday, 28 May 2009

Three words...

Random Panic Attacks

I don't like them D=

Oh well, it wont last long, there a number of reasons which when added together can cause the effects of a panic attack and i seem to be doing them all.

All will be well soon enough

Also i have a bowler hat

Neko Santarius

Wednesday, 27 May 2009

its times like these...

when i need a hug, its annoying when you annoy someone because you tell them your views on a subject...

Feelin good

I'm rather happy...

Saturday, 23 May 2009

so.....

Yeah, so the thing i wanted to do... didn't do it, there's no point.

I tried to but got told something which kinda stopped the plan before it had even started. I'm not sure what to think now, its not bad by all means, its something ive learned not to take too seriously, like most things. this means i can just move on but still... i must reflect upon it and see.

Oh well... i am off to bed, i must be up in about 4 hours

Hope you all are happily asleep or having fun somewhere =3

Saturday, 16 May 2009

I be back

So, I've been gone a while... truthfully I completely forgot I even had blogs, oh well... I'm back now.

anyway, for some reason ive had "Caramelldansen" stuck in my head for like a week now or something and its still great, but then again the dance is better =D... especially done anime or fur style

There's something I want to do but kinda don't... well, its not that I don't want to, it's just... well, I'm quite nervous at doing said thing... its not that I haven't done it before I just haven't done it in a while (just to stop all you who might be thinking sex at this point... its not that) it is something of which I may have reason to think I don't want if I didn't know that I'm pretty sure I do want it, I'm just nervous which is sort of stopping me doing what it is I want... it may be a lot more simple if I had a chance to do the thing I want to do soon however it may be a while before the next chance comes around so my mind is constantly switching between confidence and well... being scared... I just hope I'm in a confident point at the time I get a chance to try.

If any of that actually made any sense... oh well

That's all from me right now

=3