I need your advice...

So.. ive been thinking of changing my name for a little while now as some of you will know i don't particularly like my name. ive come up with something so far which may or may not be used. Ok so far i have "Spike ??? Lelouch Neko Santarius IV"

"spike" as in "spike spiegel" from "cowboy bebop", "lelouch" as in "lelouch of the rebellion: code geass", "neko-san" as in my alter ego, "santarius" because just having san would be weird, and back to "cowboy bebop" again for the fact its a long self made name with IV on the end as in "Edward Wong Hau Pepelu Tivrusky IV"

I need something to go between spike and lelouch however to elongate it a little. i'm thinking either "rin" from fate/stay night or L from death note... but would like any other suggestions, it must be a anime charactor from a GOOD Anime and must be shortish.

Also i would like your on whether to have "lelouch" or just "lelou" as he is called by "shirly"

Third thing is i need to know whether anyone has a better last name then "santarius", all ideas are welcome but it must begin with "San" to keep in with the theme of "neko-san"

One last thing... i have decided that since some read this blog and some read my other blog i will keep them both the same, posting the same blogs at the same time with only some differences when i feel the time is right.

Anyway, i look forward to your advice

c ya'll

name unknown yet (will just put neko-san)

dream like state

well, i put to you a question: have you ever woke up in the mornin after a dream which was so fantastic that for the first couple mins your happy, the next couple your confused and the next couple hours your trying desperatly to get back to sleep? well i have... for the past couple nights oddly enough. they both involved a female, someone who i instantly knew was perfect, funny, clever, witty, good taste, and she admited that she liked me in the same way i liked her, then i wake up. i find it bad that every time something good happenes to me i wake up soon after. she (i wont mention who incase she reads this or someone who reads this knows her) is to me as Hugo Cartwright is to Adrian Healey (the liar: stephen fry). she seems perfect and is the one thing i would like the most yet she is also imposibly out of reach. i do wish life was simple.

in oither news, its my birthday today, i got books, books, books, a tshirt and books. lol

right, im off now, see you all.

Come back to me

listining to "come back to me" by Utada Hikaru cos its a nice song. kinda prefered the little bit sung by elyse though, (meant that as a complement not to sound creepy btw)

anyway, i watched the grudge yesterday, not the crappy remake mind you, i watched the origional japanese version and it scared the crap out of me, japanese films are always more scary though cos nothing much happens, it lets the suspense build up untill its too much then releases a load of scary in one large portion at the end. this is why i love watching japanese horrors... that plus japanese is just cool anwyay. i was going to watch the grudge 2 today but the workmen are busy in the room with the tv so i cant.

im starting to think a bit more about getting a job and a flat, ive found a few flats which are nice faciong out onto the sea so i get a great view.

I may be offline a bit as i am rather busy doing other stuff at the moment.

Ive started rearanging my look lately too... ive stopped using hair gel so now my hair just sticks up however it does depending on whoch side i slept on the previous night. i also have a cool green scarf and a pair of maga huge hearphones which i wear with the top part sticking out behing my head

i have a question i will be asking multiple people over the corse of the next god knows how long... ive ever we manage to build communities on other planets and invent spaceships, does anyway want to become a bounty hunter and aid me in my bounty hunting... hmmm... i think thats going to be my official title from now on. Neko-San: Bounty hunter

appart from that all i have to say is that Obama made a great speech yesterday which i have downloaded and put on my mp3 player so i can listen to it again. appart from that is the news that its my birthday on saturday, hope everyone got me something :D ... nah just kiddin i dont expect anything

right thats all for now... c ya's later

Cowboy bebop... why oh why did it end that way?

well, i know i hav'nt been on here in a while so i will try to be a bit more on time with updating this thing, i must admit ive been starting to feel a bit down and lonely lately but comming on to see a commet by elyse made my suddenly cheary again, thanks elyse :D

anyway, i have now started and finnished watching cowboy bebop (including the film and the extra episode entitles ep XX) and have to say it has to be one of (if not the) best animes ever invented. though i am truely sadned by the last three episodes due to the charactors which leave in various ways. i know i would be sadned whoever left as all the charactors in it are great but these three happened to be my favourite three. darn.

anyway, i have been to the dentist today, my infected tooth is no longer infected however my new dentist is an emotionless prick. as soon as i entered the room i could sence a vibe of hatred. oh well, these things happen i guess.

anyway, i have one again decided to throw myself into my large plan to move to CA, america... not sure where about but i would love to live in america (oh and to thwart your analysis draken, not everyone in america gets shot every day, you just seem to have a wierd disliking of america)

anyway, i have been rather busy over the last so long doing absolute shite all but i promise to get up to date with things as soon as i

1) back up all items on my laptop
2) install ubuntu on my laptop
3) put all contents back onto laptop

yeah, basically my wireless is broken which seems to be a design fault with my particular brand of laptop and the only way to fix it is to install linux... so i am :D and i'm happy about it. yey

after that i will get up to date on:

1) Web comics
2) Blogs (sorry elyse i noticed you had a new blog but somehow i hav'nt had time to read it yet. this shall be fixed soom
3) tidying my room (the place is literally a pig sty)
4) getting some pics online (now that i have a camera and a memory card) :D
5) getting a job and preferably somewhere to live (as in my own place as opposed to saying i have no where to live now, hehe)

i think there may be more but i cant think of it. oh actually, i will put your blog on my rss feed elyse, makes it easier to follow.

anyway, i believe that is all for now. c y'all later :) <3

Happy new year

i know i haven't exactly done a blog for a bit now so that is going to change, here i am.

right... i have nothing to say. lol

anyway, Happy new year everyone, im making a list of things to do before i die so when that is finnished i shall post it on here

also my new years revolution is to not spend next new years like i did this one, i plan to find a job and a flat and spend it with my friends (hopefully in one big party, yey)

anyway, that is all for now appart to say i am about to orger a 16gig memory card for my camera i got for xmas which will cost £16 and i am also about to join the ben folds fan club

c ya later